Saturday, June 25, 2011

My Horror Story

Graveyard is always scary? 
It was dark. I was walking back home from tuition. I was feeling hungry as well. It was raining. I felt the raindrops on my skin and a cold shiver ran down my spine. The cold wind was howling. The stray dogs were barking. The street lamps were flickering. The watch on my wrist shown a quarter to twelve. I quicken my steps. I had reached a graveyard. 

The stars were twinkling in the pitch black sky like thousands of fireflies. The canopy of stars with their bright twinkling lights appeared like a carpet of jewels and it was the only beautiful sight at the ghastly graveyard. I searched my great grandfather's graveyard. It had been long time since I visited him. I placed a bouquet of flowers on his graveyard in low spirits. There was no sign of life anywhere, only darkness and hissing silence. I was slinking my way out of the graveyard. I kept wondering around and it took me awhile to realized that I was lost. I had butterflies in my stomach. I was looking around and there was nothing except for the graves. I tried to contact someone form my phone but there was no signal of communication. Suddenly, unknown figures came into view. I was not sure whether if it was a group of humans or wild animals. My heart was thumping like an African Bongo. My imagination started going wild. Then, the figure made a 'purr' sound. It was a devilish looking black cat. " Stupid cat!", I cursed under ,y breath.

I looked on my watch and it was showing to twelve exactly. Unexpectedly, I could feel something touching me. I turned and found out it was a hand. An icy cool hands belonged to a man. I nearly jumped out of my skin. "Follow me now," he growled. I chocked on my saliva but felt a strong force pulling my frail body towards him. A step closer and I could see him clearer. His hair was unkempt. His sunken eyes looked like holes in the eye sockets. His breathing sounded heavy. His lips were dried as if he was dehydrated. He told me he was the graveyard keeper but his appeal does not tell the same way. Which graveyard keeper wore suits to work?  We arrived nowhere with a coffin and a shovel. " Help me dig", the man muttered. I realized that there was a grave next to the place where I was supposed to dig a hole. A female grave who recently passed away. 

I had done digging. The man was letting out a muffled cry and stretched his hands on the grave. He mumbled too. I stood there dumbfounded. The man opened the coffin and I glimpsed in it. The corpse looked familiar. I caught my breath. I ignored the feeling as I knew it was impossible. I helped the man buried the coffin into the hole. It looked as if I was the graveyard keeper. The man hardly did anything. When the work was done, the man showed me the way out. Before I left, "Next time don't come to a graveyard after 12 midnight or you'll meet a ghost", the man croaked. I was not sure whether it was a joke about the ghosts but I gurgled weakly. I was slouching my way out with sweats glistering down my forehead. I looked back and the man was gone. I was too tired to care.

I lived my life as usual. I turned on my television and it was on news. It was about a man who was killed violently the day before yesterday. The man's dead body had gone missing from the corpse department. The police assumed that the killer took it away. The victim had nobody but he used to had a wife who passed away. I felt sorry for the victim. Then, the picture of the killer and the victim were shown. I chocked on my food. " You look as if you had seen a ghost", mum blustered. I could feel my hair standing at their ends. I asked mum about the graveyard keeper and she said that the graveyard keeper only works till eleven. My voice shook as I spoke. I could remember when the cool icy wind piercing into my bones, sending shiver down my spine. 

This is an essay assigned by my English teacher. If there's error in my essay do tell me so I can improve better. SPM format.

Friday, June 3, 2011

Sixth month of the year

1 June 2011. The beginning of June.  5 months had passed in a blink of an eye. It still feels like I just celebrated New Year. 4 more months for my SPM. Oh god! I really need more time. For the form 4s, you still have time. For the form 5s, you gotta chase the time.
Thirah Ayub
1 June 1994 was the birth of a dearest friend and I call her 'Barney'. My Barney. I couldn't get her anything with my financial problem. So, I took her to the nearest supermarket, Giant. And I wished I could bring her to the nearest mall but too bad I'm not 'pro' enough to drive her there.
This was the first thing we saw. *excited* 
First trial
Second trial
Third trial




Guess what. We FAIL to get anything. RM 4 of 50 cents wasted. URGH! Chillax and cooled down with an ice-cream. Who would thought our choice would matched our outfit.  
Went to the playground since she never knew the playground existed. My main purpose was to let out our inner childhood out. Well, we behaved adult at first but we couldn't help ourselves. And look what were we wearing on our head. lol! 


Hippo!




This is real. We actually did fell.






Star

OMG!





Hey look! There's a kid who was amazed with us! I don't know what we did. Suddenly, the father came and scolded the boy. Is it our fault? :O 



Stopped and ate at KFC. Chezzy! (forgot to take picture of it) Our choice! Yum! =9









The feeling when you saw Subway just only opened. Urgh! We should have seen Subway first. 
Who took our pictures? It's a mystery to be solve. lol. I had to brought the tripod along. That's why I ended up to tuition with 3 bags.  
  • Tuition bag
  • Tripod
  • Giant bag
How to celebrate birthdays without spending much money.
Birthday party is indeed being celebrated once a year for every person. I wonder how. Well, back to business, celebrating birthday without much money is considered as quite unlucky. But, you are lucky enough if your friends still remember your birthday and spend time together with them. At least, there is someone who cares about you.

1. USE WHATEVER NECESSARY
  • Eggs
  • Flour
  • PELAKA (type of paint)
  • Toothpaste 
Eggs are very important. Throw at the birthday boy/girl so that he/she will have to shower. Good idea, huh?he colour of flour makes it a perfect combination of eggs. Throw after eggs, please. You will see the result.Not enough with the colour? PELAKA serves you with different selection of colours. It is not hazardous and can easily be cleaned. Do not worry! If you do not have anymore ideas, toothpaste could be a useful tool as well. Just splat on his/her head to make toothpaste a ‘new shampoo’.
2. SELECT APPROPRIATE LOCATION
  • Toilet
  • Field
  • Parking lot
 The most secured place is toilet where you can easily clean them up. Well, just ‘partying’ with those eggs, flours, and etc. and have a blast in the toilet! I am sure he/she would not dare to run out from the toilet. Field is a suggestion where you do not have to clean them up. Throw whatever you want to throw, as long as it is safe. Plus, you can run wherever you wish to. A sudden attack is a good way to prank people. After the birthday boy/girl get out from vehicle, throw at him/her. Of course, not in the car okay.
 3. Hang out together
You can ask your friends for sleep over at your house and have fun like a slumber party. Pillow fight, gossiping, watch movies from DVD, cook together and so on.  

Saturday, May 14, 2011

I don’t like chasing people when they walk away. Staying is a choice. And if you don’t choose to be with me, to be my friend, why would I force you?  I rather be with someone who wants me instead of struggling people to be my friend.

I'm sick and tired sacrificing myself.  It's time for me to think about myself. If life is like High School Musical or Glee, I would be singing Grenade by Bruno Mars and Say Hello To Goodbye by Shontelle

In the days when you beat yourself up over any regrets, always remember that life isn’t about all the mistakes you make, it’s about what you learn while you’re picking yourself back up from them.

Saturday, March 19, 2011

OMG! COCKROACH!

When I saw a cockroach,
1st- I stared.
2nd- I ran!
3rd- I scream! 
4th- I took the pest control spray
5th- I killed the cockroach
6th- I ran *again*
7th- I watched the cockroach die
8th- I felt like a ninja.

A week of school holiday has come to it's end. Starting tomorrow I'll get my first semester paper test result.  I'm still busy with sport. My netball. Netball getting better. Studies I'll work it out when the sports activities is OVER. I'm looking forward for April for all the activities to end. And that time I'll be ready to cut off my kinda long hair.And I'll shall study more. No Facebook, Tumblr, Twitter or blog much. *I keep saying that*
XOXO, 
You know you love me. <3 :)
My life will be black & white till the BIG test is over. 

Lend a hand

When we're in trouble, no one could or want to help us. Therefore, we learnt and tried to be independent. People may knew our trouble but 99% just listen  and 1% really care. Sometimes being independent can be good but in the end we still need a company to help us. No human is meant to be alone. No human is good enough. You may need your mother, father,siblings, relatives or friends to help you.

It's best for you to help the person that needs help. Why? If you don't anytime or anyplace, karma will hit you with no mercy. And when it does, the person you left will not help. Maybe a bit but not when you needed them the most.

Any favour or any trouble, just help. Believe me, the trouble that they had may not happen to you but something worst or as a reminder may happen to you.
Be nice. Stay nice. :)

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Ambition

The future is a mystery. The past stays at the past. The present is a gift.
I was thinking about the future. Who or what will I be? This is my last year at high school. Next year maybe I'll attend to college. But what's the use of attending college if I don't know what should I be? Some people had set their mind what will they be. I don't know. I'm the neutral type. I don't hate stuff neither love anything. I'm not smart nor too stupid. I'm easily influenced by stuff. When I watched CSI, I wanted to be a forensic. When I watched American Idol, I wanted to be a singer. When I watched fairytale, I wanted to be a fairy. (IMPOSSIBLE!). When I watched sports, I wanted to be an  athlete. When I watched American's next Top Model, i wanted to be model. I kinda have the height to be a model 176cm 5'8". I'm the tallest girl in my school. It's kinda rare to find a girl taller than me but when I found the girl taller and thiner than me, I got jealous! Being a model might be fun with the runway, photo shoot and stuff but a face like this  

I don't think so. -.-
or 
Can I? (*.*)
Being a singer yeah sure it's fun but if you're globally famous like Justin Bieber and Lady Gaga. I've thought of being a doctor but don't know which field. The dentist, respiratory, skin,eye, botany and too many. I thought gonna choose to be cardiothoracic surgeon (heart surgeon). Till then, I go with the flow. :)

Friday, March 11, 2011

Pray for Japan and the future

I can't stand it. I need to write about this. :'( And people keep writing it's the sign of 2012. 2012 the movie.
People keep posting this 'Tsunami Alert for New Zealand, the Philippines, Indonesia, Papua New Guinea, Hawaii, and others. Waves expected over the next few hours, caused by 8.9 earthquake in Japan.'


And people keep writing it's the sign of 2012. 2012 the movie. 'Dear 2011, stop trying to be 2012' Come on! It's a movie you freaking people. The tsunami is happening right now. We neither I can't do anything to stop. It's god's power. All we need to do is don't make it worst by mentally. Pray, think of god, repent, be a good person or love the people around you. The truth is I'm feeling scared. I couldn't hold my tears. It shows that my faith (iman) in god is weak. And the part that made me feeling unpleasant is right now my mum is travelling some where near the beach. Ya Allah lindungilah keluargaku and hamba-hambaMU. Tempatkanlah kami dalam keadaan yang selamat. Amin. Maybe this is my turning pint to change into someone better. 

Lady Gaga - Born This Way

Finally I watched this video. It have been 2 weeks since it was released? Kinda okey. 7 minutes? Lady Gaga's music video is always more than 5 minutes. It's like a movie. I love her abs!

It doesn't matter if you love him, or capital H-I-M
Just put your paws up
'Cause you were born this way, baby


My mama told me when I was young
We are all born superstars
She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on
In the glass of her boudoir
"There's nothin wrong with lovin who you are"
She said, "'cause he made you perfect, babe"
"So hold your head up girl and you'll go far,
Listen to me when I say"

Chorus:
I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way
Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way

Ooo there ain't no other way
Baby I was born this way
Baby I was born this way
Ooo there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way

Don't be a drag - just be a queen
Don't be a drag - just be a queen
Don't be a drag - just be a queen
Don't be!
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/l/lady_gaga/born_this_way.htm
Give yourself prudence
And love your friends
Subway kid, rejoice your truth
In the religion of the insecure
I must be myself, respect my youth
A different lover is not a sin
Believe capital H-I-M (hey hey hey)
I love my life I love this record and
Mi amore vole fe yah (love needs faith)

Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Whether you're broke or evergreen
You're black, white, beige, chola descent
You're lebanese, you're orient
Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied, or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
'Cause baby you were born this way
No matter gay, straight, or bi,
Lesbian, transgendered life
I'm on the right track baby
I was born to survive
No matter black, white or beige
Chola or orient made
I'm on the right track baby
I was born to be brave

Repeat chorus

I was born this way hey!
I was born this way hey!
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way hey!

I was born this way hey!
I was born this way hey!
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way hey!

Forget, Focus and Carry On

My life 'was' or 'is' busy. I can't write which one. I'm jealous with my friends who got time to update their blog or Facebook. I have so much to share. I do have the time but I used it for something else. That one time, my family went to the mall and I stayed home. I can have fun with my friends or family but instead I chose to stay home and STUDY. ' I study. I learn, I memorize.' <== I'm working on that. I've finished my exam yesterday and today I didn't attend school. The only exam result I get was Additional Mathematics. 78% A-. The highest so far I get. Woohoo. Yeah the highest is 100%. Uurgh! I want to get 100% for something. Next week is officially SCHOOL HOLIDAYS! I still have to and must STUDY. After the holidays hopefully I can begin the step 1 to wear braces. YIKES! O.O

For your information, I passed my motorcycle test on 1st of March & license on 5th of March. Now I use the motor bike when necessary only. You know why? To save the fuel and the environment (kinda). I'm so stingy (sometimes). 
Let's talk about netball. Yes, I got problem with my team mates and the way I play. But something happened when I left when we were playing. Why? I couldn't take it any longer. Everyone in the team thought I cried. The next day and after that incident, it became better so was the way how I played. 
My advise to you who is reading, 


And believe what you want. Maaaaan, I still have something to share. =/

Friday, February 4, 2011

Bertudung Tapi Hanya Hipokrit?

zaharuddin.net: Bertudung Tapi Hanya Hipokrit?: "Untuk pengetahuan ustaz,ibu saya telah menyuruh saya memakai tudung ketika saya berumur 13 tahun lagi. Saya hanya menurut katanya kerana bi..."

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Fear

My teacher once had asked me what was my fear. I blanked and shook my head signaling I don't know.  Maybe I had too much of fear I don't remember what.

Now I know one of my fear was getting injured, hurt or anything that has the same meaning with it. lol. Especially getting injured from falling. Injured plus humiliation. Since i fall from the motorbike, I got scared to fall from anything or any where. Luckily, I didn't get phobia to ride a motorbike.  When you fall, all you need to do is stand up. 
Regret. I need to conquer that feeling too. I kept trying to do anything correctly without any mistake because I don't want to regret what I do.  I do know  we need to make mistakes for us to learn. The more I fear this feeling the more the feeling happens. Usually exam when I can't answer any question, I started to regret for not studying. That is my BIGGEST regret. 

Time is so precious. Time is uncontrollable. It continues to move on without waiting for us. It's our job to fill it or company it with something that's worth it. My fear is when I wasted my time.

February

Me with me new stuff
The season of love. " Love is in the air". A month the couple would be busy buying stuff with 'I love you' word & a lot of heart shape on it. Pink and red stuff everywhere. Roses everywhere. You know why? Because there's valentine's day in February. A month the couples would be waiting. A month for the singles guys and girls feel lonely like me. lol. Do you ever feel FOREVER ALONE when you saw a couple passed by in front of you? It's beyond normal. The clock ticks fast. I think I should take the battery off. 8D

Yesterday was the last day for January. 31th of January. I went out with the siblings. The main purpose to the mall was to get a new pencil case. It turned out something opposite my thoughts. I brought a shirt. It's kinda cool. It cover my whole hand including my palms. Well, half of it. And the pencil case, I ended up something PINK and FLAT. Totally different with what I had in mind. Looks like I have to live with it  =/ It's from Tropicana Life. I'm not sure whether it's original or not. I just don't care. But the free key chain and the unexpected shirt satisfied me. I'm the type who goes with flow. We should appreciate things or anyone around us before it's gone.

A get a key chain free for buying that PINk pencil case.

Monday, January 31, 2011

Girls with their make-ups.

Please understand what goes through a girl’s mind when she put’s on makeup. As she puts her alarm clock two hours before she wakes up, she is deciding what to wear to make her body look cute, what hairstyle to do for today, and how to cover her flaws with makeup. As she drags herself out of bed every morning, she knows how to cover her insecurities well.This is her daily routine.
Her outfit. Something cute. Edgy. But not to crazy. Something that’s in right now. But has her own style. Should she wear shoes, boots, flats, or sandal. Should she wear what makes her comfortable to strut around school and what the weather permits. Or should she wear uncomfortable pants because it makes her butt looks big. Should she throw on accessories like necklaces, bracelets, rings, ear rings, and etc. Should she wear a backpack, hang bag, tote, or messenger bag. She just wants to look cute and fit in.
Then she’s indecisive on what her hair should look like. Should she wrap it in a bun or tie it up on a ponytail because she’s lazy to straighten it. Maybe she can add a little taste and add a poof with her bangs. Maybe she’ll straighten her hair and add a cute head accessory. Or she can spend time adding heat protectant to her hair and spend an hour curling it. There are those days when her hair isn’t cooperating with her and she’s just going to hairspray and tame the frizz. But she still wants to look cute.
The worst part is looking in the mirror, picking out your flaws, and covering it up. She has to add a base for her makeup to last long. Then some concealer to hide those pimples and big eye bags she got last night. Maybe she wants to pencil her eyebrows so they could look less bushy. Then she’ll do her eyeshadow to give her eyes glimmer and edginess. Then she’ll add eyeliner to make her eyes more enlivening. Adding blush so her cheeks will look rosy. Then she’ll add lipstick to her boring live-less lips. Maybe she’ll add fake eyelashes to add more intriguing look. She’s enhancing her beauty, but she thinks she’s covering a hideous girl. 
Do girls want to do this? Do you think it’s fun waking up so early everyday just for our looks? Do you think we want to spend so much money on worthless crap? Do you think we want to be judged so harshly? We don’t choose to be girls, living in this society where looks are important.So please next time, don’t judge a girl for caking her face. But tell her she looks pretty with/without makeup.

Sunday, January 30, 2011

My schoolmates,tuitionmates, talkingmates, hangoutmates

lol to the title. In a simple word 'friend'. Yesterday yesterday was my friend's belated surprise birthday party. Surely, it was tiring! First school, tuition ,hockey practice then had to rush home to get the stuff. Imagine us non-stop that day. Urgh! But in the end it ended marvelous/ fun/ happy/ enjoyed/ blah blah.. The good part was when we played with the flour. My wet sweaty hair was stuck with the flour. *eww*. The stressness with rushing there and here had disappeared when we saw the food and began to eat. Yummy food from a friend's mother. And of course there's photos to be seen by your eyes. Done typing let the pictures do the talking. 
Mocha Chocolate Cake =9

RUNNN!




The birthday girl <3


My favourite picture of the day. But not all of us were in here. 


Sweat + flour = eww
It all happened at our favourite park . 

Maybe Next Time?

22th of January was my school's marathon. I expected to be the top 20 since this year is my last year to join it but yeah I'm not a runner (maybe?). I got 64th better than last last last years I didn't get a number at all. Hell tired.
The next day on 23th, had to go to Sunway University for the Future of Success. The place wasn't what I expected. Almost all school form Selangor attended. Bit of boring but at least I got a FREE bag, pencil and foods. Some of my friends said the food wasn't good but hey to me it was delicious. ( maybe I love food too much ). Btw, it was a vegetarians' food to support the 'Go Green' campaign. A meal without any meat. My favourite part of the day of was when Amber Chia appeared. She was gorgeous so was her models from her agency, AMBER CHIA Academy. I think I'm as tall as her models. Can I be her model too? =/ Her male model was so hot and he's just 15?! O.O COOL!

*the picture arrangement is so wrong!* the bottom is the beginning. *
Just arrived. Waiting to register.
Amber Chia











On our way to Sunway Pyramid


Sunway Lagoon


Memories at Sunway Lagoon 2 years ago

When I arrived home





Group pic 1

Group pic 2

She took my pictures.


People.

Again people



People 

AGAIN waiting!

We got this bag :D

Arrival at the hall

Two of us sat in front.



waiting for the show to start.

So call red carpet.

waiting -.-

Cheerleaders.

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Too boring, ended up at toilet.

Spooky. O.O

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Amber Chia arrival. 

Gorgeous! (*.*)


I thought wanna upload the videos but ages I waited for it to load. -.-