Ambition

The future is a mystery. The past stays at the past. The present is a gift.

I was thinking about the future. Who or what will I be? This is my last year at high school. Next year maybe I'll attend to college. But what's the use of attending college if I don't know what should I be? Some people had set their mind what will they be. I don't know. I'm the neutral type. I don't hate stuff neither love anything. I'm not smart nor too stupid. I'm easily influenced by stuff. When I watched CSI, I wanted to be a forensic. When I watched American Idol, I wanted to be a singer. When I watched fairytale, I wanted to be a fairy. (IMPOSSIBLE!). When I watched sports, I wanted to be an  athlete. When I watched American's next Top Model, i wanted to be model. I kinda have the height to be a model 176cm 5'8". I'm the tallest girl in my school. It's kinda rare to find a girl taller than me but when I found the girl taller and thiner than me, I got jealous! Being a model might be fun with the runway, photo shoot and stuff but a face like this  

I don't think so. -.-

or 

Can I? (*.*)

Being a singer yeah sure it's fun but if you're globally famous like Justin Bieber and Lady Gaga. I've thought of being a doctor but don't know which field. The dentist, respiratory, skin,eye, botany and too many. I thought gonna choose to be cardiothoracic surgeon (heart surgeon). Till then, I go with the flow. :)