Birthdays

People say birthday is your best day because people will celebrate to appreciate you. But to me, NO! I tried hard to make their birthday better with gifts, hang out with them, wish them but what about my birthday? Few days before mine, a person, I'm closed with only thinks about her boyfriend's birthday just few days before mine.   She was busy preparing a surprise for her boyfriend's birthday without thinking mine. But when it's my birthday she DID NOT WISH! My heart felt like tear into a million pieces. We even made plans to celebrate with her boyfriend. I did mention when's my birthday. But why she didn't wish? When I have to meet her for gathering she also did not wish me. I don't mind if she don't wish me but if she can remember her boyfriend's birthday why can't mine? She also mentioned "My boyfriend's birthday is __ days before yours". OKEY! Then, someone who I thought was my best friend. When her birthday I struggle to buy her a gift, but birthday she did not wish. WHY?!  Maybe I put my hopes high to feel appreciate. Gifts I only received from my family. Well, it didn't went well as I wanted because something bad happened. but whatever. My birthday next year is on an important exam so I surely don't give a shit of it.

Next year when it comes to birthday I'll only will wish you. If you didn't wish me, don't expect any wishes from me. I'm tired of making other people happy. I'll treat you the way you treat me.