Friday, February 4, 2011

Bertudung Tapi Hanya Hipokrit?

zaharuddin.net: Bertudung Tapi Hanya Hipokrit?: "Untuk pengetahuan ustaz,ibu saya telah menyuruh saya memakai tudung ketika saya berumur 13 tahun lagi. Saya hanya menurut katanya kerana bi..."

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Fear

My teacher once had asked me what was my fear. I blanked and shook my head signaling I don't know.  Maybe I had too much of fear I don't remember what.

Now I know one of my fear was getting injured, hurt or anything that has the same meaning with it. lol. Especially getting injured from falling. Injured plus humiliation. Since i fall from the motorbike, I got scared to fall from anything or any where. Luckily, I didn't get phobia to ride a motorbike.  When you fall, all you need to do is stand up. 
Regret. I need to conquer that feeling too. I kept trying to do anything correctly without any mistake because I don't want to regret what I do.  I do know  we need to make mistakes for us to learn. The more I fear this feeling the more the feeling happens. Usually exam when I can't answer any question, I started to regret for not studying. That is my BIGGEST regret. 

Time is so precious. Time is uncontrollable. It continues to move on without waiting for us. It's our job to fill it or company it with something that's worth it. My fear is when I wasted my time.

February

Me with me new stuff
The season of love. " Love is in the air". A month the couple would be busy buying stuff with 'I love you' word & a lot of heart shape on it. Pink and red stuff everywhere. Roses everywhere. You know why? Because there's valentine's day in February. A month the couples would be waiting. A month for the singles guys and girls feel lonely like me. lol. Do you ever feel FOREVER ALONE when you saw a couple passed by in front of you? It's beyond normal. The clock ticks fast. I think I should take the battery off. 8D

Yesterday was the last day for January. 31th of January. I went out with the siblings. The main purpose to the mall was to get a new pencil case. It turned out something opposite my thoughts. I brought a shirt. It's kinda cool. It cover my whole hand including my palms. Well, half of it. And the pencil case, I ended up something PINK and FLAT. Totally different with what I had in mind. Looks like I have to live with it  =/ It's from Tropicana Life. I'm not sure whether it's original or not. I just don't care. But the free key chain and the unexpected shirt satisfied me. I'm the type who goes with flow. We should appreciate things or anyone around us before it's gone.

A get a key chain free for buying that PINk pencil case.